fly to the sky

it's been 3 months since my last post

time flies =)

shadow

remember?

there's once i told u guys bout the shadow

a shadow that's been following me since may

yea...

i hav finally confronted it last month =)

grabbing it tightly

is always wad i want to do

i wont let it go dat easily again

i wil grab n hold it as tight as i can

trying my best not to fail it n ruin it

because i cherish it so much

a shadow that i can hardly meet n own

altho i cant touch it

but somehow i can feel dat

it's always protecting me somewhere else

i can feel the warmth dat it gives

which makes me so comfortable n feel so cosy =)

i wil cherish my shadow no matter wad

i wil always wait for the day to come

becoz i hav faith in it n i can be very patient just for it

i mean

yea...

i believe that the shadow wil do d same thing too

becoz it is my stupid n beloved shadow =)

muackssss

frm the owner of the shadow

yip jing flew away d

another fella has left us d

n thus our family tree has become

smaller and smaller...as in size =.=

i wonder when wil it turn into zero

hope dat day wont come dat fast la

gotta pray hard now...PRAY !!!

finally it's yip jing's time to fly = =

the venue of the party - yip jing's hse

never knew that it was dai gao's bd as well

absolut vodka n bacardi apple presented by bartender yip jing =p

petpet drank til so high d

finally, yip jing no need to face the constipation problem d =p

yip jing's 43-inch monster dick = =

i feel so sorry for u wei wen, hope u wont suffer frm suffocation = =

dun force urself to swallow his saliva k = =

they reli look alike lo, seriously...

mr saw's fav pose of the night

malaysia's next top models

OMG...GOZILLA FISH MEH =.= not exaggerating...nvr zoom in oso

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lastly

wish u all d best k bro

looking forward to receiving ur good news frm aussie =)

take care ya...

n no worries...we wil miss u gao gao one =p

muahahahaha

enjoy d study n ur life over there then!!!

walking...

walking...

walking...

walking...

to the unseen destination

no one is here

no one will be here

no one can listen to u

u r only with urself

just keep on walking...walking and walking

sometimes...you may trip

but nevermind...just get up and continue walking

as u always noe

u can only count on urself

no one will help u

i duno how many miles

or how long i've been walking alone

neither i want to think about it

nor go n figure it out...

coz...

no one cares...

after walking for some time

i turned around n noticed dat there's someone

someone who has already been following me

for quite some time

someone dat i cant really see it clearly

or shud i say...i only see his shadow

i want to find out who is he

and talk to him face to face

but there's always sth obstructing me for doin so

i cant touch him

neither can i feel his heartbeat...

shud i just leave it back to his own place

or shud i just go for it?

i noe when i m determined to get sth

i hv to get it no matter wad

but now...i m in a state of dilemma

i m wondering...

shud i do this again?

something dat i've promised myself not to do it

i never noe...

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26/6/09 fri

a day we shall always remember

may u rest in peace...God bless

love u MJ...the eternal king of pop =)

sayonara =)

"tick...tock......tick..............."

it's 9.30pm now

guess you are already on board the plane =)

haha...

there're too many things dat i want to say

dat i want to tell u yest

but somehow

i jz dint manage to say it all out

when u were juz sitting right in front of me

u very bad la...

u think i nvr noticed dat u kept on

looking at ur watch meh =.=

i noe u r in a rush la...zzzzzzz

goin to fetch someone IMPORTANT ma hahaha

and it was at dat very moment

i reli reli realised dat time is very freakin precious

n we shud always cherish evry single second

with evryone and anyone that u care and u love =)

so...yeah...

we're like having a quick meeting instead of a

farewell meet-up = =

but anyway...at least we did n shared a lot of stuff too =)

in juz an hr time...gosh

i tot it would b a whole day time at first = =

lol...k la

i wanna be very very very very very serious now =p

as usual

take good care of urself k when u r there in clayton

drink more hot water when u feel cold

n drink more cold water whenever u feel hot

nah...was juz toking crap =.=

the most important thing after all

always be faithful and hav confidence

in the-thing-that-u-noe-wad-i-m-referring-to =)

i noe u can always do it

so...juz take a note la =)

n as u said

tutup sebelah mata n pretend there's nth happened

ermm....yea....juz do it...i'll always side u n support u

i can even borrow one of my eyes to u too if u want =p

haha

kla...

lastly....

ALL THE BEST TO U and HEALTHY ALWAYS ya

do keep me update evry second starting frm now =p

huhuhuhuhu...

remember to do the thing that i told u when u hav

settled dwn evrything there k =]

tatazzzzzzzz...see u real soon in few months time.......

hahaha

BEST BUDDIES FOREVER =)

shock

was passing by my neightbour's house while heading

back to my home

n the scene dat projected into my eyes has totally

given me a deep shiver

i was in deep shock to know dat

she has just passed away in the afternoon

it's oso very sad and cruel to know dat

she was the third person in my neighbourhood

who has passed away in this awful month

altho i rarely talk to her

mayb just some simple "hi"s or normal

greetings between us

but she wil always be the kind ones

she is optimistic and lovely

she is independent yet energetic

these are always the things dat made me respect

her so much =)

haiz...things can b really unpredictable sometimes

totally out of our control...

so

yea...we shud always appreciate n cherish the things

dat we r having right now...

dun wait til it's too late

do not give a chance for us to regret of anything

lastly

may u rest in peace

n be sheltered under the mighty God =)

BACKSTABBED !!!

how do you define backstabbing?

theoretically, it means criticizing or giving out personal

negative opinions towards a particular person behind his back

yea...backstabbing is meant to not be known for the person

who's being backstabbed

but in my case

i knew it and i even saw it

with two of my naked eyes

yes...i've been backstabbed...

by someone that i barely know

and i always wonder how come she can know me so well

mayb she is a stalker...cool man

izit becoz of...lol

so funny yet so unreasonably

for the first time

i can know by myself that i was actually being

backstabbed by others

if you wish to backstab me

cant u just keep it to urself

there's no need for u to post it out

and let me FIND OUT so easily

it's so gross and despicable do u noe that?

u r a girl okay

a pretty girl

u r not ugly at all

but how come u can possess a disgusting heart?

funny huh

it only shows dat how low standard u are

and how bad behavior and awful attitude dat u possess

you even published my name out in ur blog

GOSH...u can go n die now

do u noe dat this can reli spoil n ruin my reputation?

yea...i noe my reputation means nothing to u

but can u PLS just give me some lil

RESPECT just like wad i did to u?

GOODNESS

did i do anything wrong to u?

i dont think so lo

i hav nth to do with u

i duno u

n u duno me as wel

me n u are like in a total diff world

i nvr go n interfere into ur life

or intrude ur privacy

n yet u treated me in this way

gosh...who the bloody hell do u think u r

i can choose to publicize ur name here as well

but i wont

becoz

i m not like u

at least i wil leave some backroad for u

as i somehow stil respect u as a human being =)

u said that the reason y u did all this

was merely a prank or sth...

just to fool someone

great u hav removed it frm ur blog

but

do u noe dat it reli hurts me a lot?

yea

mayb for u is nothing n u think

dat it was just for fun, need not to b so serious

n u find it very fun too to write all this sucky stuff to

RUIN me huh...

crazy...

i hope u can think properly n meditate properly

ermm...

before this

i even think dat u r a good n hardworking girl

but now

pui...keep ur skin la =)

hav a nice day n good luck to u gorgeous lass =)

all d best 2 u...

peace

jon

p/s : not to forget...thx for ur call n concern

all the way frm macau =) reli appreciate it...

hugzzz...altho u said my eng sucks =.=